Unworthy

walking-alone
Hanging my head as I walk out her door
I can’t help thinking this is all my fault
even though deep down I know I’m not what she was looking for
Scraps are what I’ve been fed
but the engine of my heart is soon empty
like the pillow I lie beside in my bed
As I search for someone steadfast and true
I walk a lonely road wondering
if true love will soon come into view
DRM 2015

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About: I was talking to a friend earlier about something she had written. She mentioned what drives her and it got me to thinking what drives me. It didn’t take long to figure out that it is love; to love and be loved is all I need. Unfortunately, I have been unlucky in love the last few years. A two decade relationship and an almost year-long courtship both ending with me standing alone. Though I know ultimately I was not what they were looking for, I still can’t help feeling sometimes like it was my fault; like I wasn’t good enough.

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